06 7 / 2012
Haaaay <3
- Tinetext niya ako lagi. Update. Ichecheck niya ako. Pinapaalala na pasok na ako, wag akong umabsent, gawin homework ko, mag pray bago matulog at magsimba :) Meron pa ung one time na mabagal ako magreply eh mangungulit/magtetext sya ng “sam!” or “sam?” ng halos 2-3 times -_- eh halos 2 minutes ako magreply. Mtgal na para sknya -_-
- Goodnight calls. Basta pag-dagsa na ng 11-12 pm or basta kung hindi na ako nagrereply or sobrang bagal ng reply ko at hndi na niya mahintay, tatawag na siya. :)) So ayun. He’ll call at kwentuhan kami, tawanan at asaran. Unlitopic kami eh. Yun ang masaya skanya, walang awkward silences pag siya kausap ko. Usually aabot kami ng madaling araw mag-usap. Mag aaway pa kmi minsan, tampuhan, walang imikan sa phone tpos pg sabihan ko na ibaba nlang nya eh ayaw nya :)) One time, kausap ko sya sa phone, nag aya syang kumain ng midnight snack. So aun, pmnta sya sa kusina nila, ako nmn sa kusina namin. At sabay na kming kumain hbng naguusap sa phone haha. Tapos next night, sya nlang ung kumain ksi busog ako. Hbang nag uusap kmi sa phone at kumakain sya, nkatulog ako! :)) Basta before kami matulog, tatawag sya. :)
- Gentleman. Grabe wala akong masabi. Pampered na pampered ako sakanya. Sa lahat! As in! Hatid niya ako, at sinusundo gamit car nya para sigurado na uuwi ako at wala ng ibang lakad at para sigurado na sa school punta ko. -_- haha. Tapos nakakataba siyang kasama, kain ng kain :( haha. He never lets me pay or repay him :( ayoko nman maabuso kabaitan niya eh.
- Caring. Kinagat ako ng centipede! Hahahaha! At sobrang nag panic sya :) As in nagsearch agad sya sa net kung paano ang lunas at kung poisonous ba bla bla bla. Tapos nung nagka-heartburn ako sobrang pnigilan na nya akong magshot kahit onti. Nung tatakas ako ng shot eh binigyan nya ako ng masamang tingin >.< Ayaw nya na nagsskip ako ng meal kahit alam nyang diet ako. Di nman daw ksi diet ung hndi kumakain haha.
Basta! Ohmygaaaa!!!! :)) Nababaliw ako. Pero hindi sakanya. Kundi sa mga ginagawa niya! Hahaha. May reputation kasi siya :( Kaya alanganin ako. Kung totoo nga ba lahat ng mga ginagawa niya or kalokohan lang? Ehhhhh. Kasi :( Kala kasi nya kami pa ng boyfriend ko :(
Ang nkakapikon! Hahahaha. NAGKAKAHIYAAN KAMING MAGSABI SA ISA’T ISA!!!! Eto, nga nga! Hahahaha
Hay nako :) Basta kahit ano, masaya ako sakanya :) Kahit na wala kaming label. At least andyan sya lagi para sa akin. At never ginawa yang mga yan ng boyfriend ko dati. Kasi opposite sila. JERK ang BING TAMARGO hahahahaha!!! Si ACU88 hindi :)
06 7 / 2012
Why do I care so much about him, why do I wish I didn’t? How can one person make me so confused all the time?
I had a weird, empty feeling inside me. Not a bad sort of empty. It was a sort of lack of sensation, like being in pain for a long time and then suddenly realizing that you’re not anymore. It was the feeling of having risked everything to be here with a boy and then realizing he was exactly what I wanted.
Why does everybody needs to be in love with somebody? Can we live without love? I mean, the love we receive from boys, or do we really receive them? Or was it just our imagination, a hallucination of something we thought is magic when being in love. You know, when we love so much, we forget, and when we forget, we lose touch of reality, we believe in things we wanted to believe, like, they love us the way we love them and sometimes we wanted it to be more. It’s just… HARD. :(
For too long, I’ve been telling myself that I could spend all this time with him and flirt with him and not have it mean anything. It does mean something, he mean something to me. Like, I’M SCREWED. This couldn’t happen! Di lang talaga pwede Mahirap din naman kasi. :( Magulo din kasi siya nman tlga ung nagpapakita ng motibo at ako itong nagpapakipot pero paano pag bumigay ako at biglaan syang bumitaw? Sarap din kasi ng feeling na sinusuyo lagi. :) Napaka ma-effort nyang lalake. Sinong hndi magkakagusto sa ganun?
06 7 / 2012
"Why did everyone think I needed a new boyfriend? I didn’t need a new boyfriend. I’d had enough boyfriends to last a lifetime. The only thing a boyfriend was good for was a shattered heart."
06 7 / 2012
"What they don’t know is, no matter how they decide, they can’t penalize me more than I’m already punishing myself."
03 7 / 2012
23 4 / 2012
"It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could have said a million times. You take for granted the days you spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any point in our lives, but we always wait until they’re gone to say the things we never had the courage to say before."
23 4 / 2012
"I loved him — too much. And he loved me, only not enough. I just want someone who thinks I’m number one in his life. I’m not willing to accept emotional scraps anymore."
28 12 / 2011
When you accidentally sneeze/spit on your computer
and you get tiny drops of color on your monitor.
(Source: when-moments-blog, via the-absolute-funniest-posts)
